Tuesday, May 11, 2010

LA Finally

Finally, I reached LA in one piece, so do little gray. Its amazing! lol I think I need to learn and try to feed myself, and after that learn to feed people. I need to study, I need my degree, I need knowledge and skills, and many many things... THerefore, I can do something else and something I want.

Las Vegas

Its a big and new city. New buildings, new roads, and "desert' out side of the city. Its amazing that the city developed in such size and population and with such living standard. However, I can still see many houses are still waiting for a owner. The hotel tax is about 11% and food sales tax is about 9%...

On the way to Las Vegas

There were fewer and fewer plants. Its not desert yet, cause there were some plants growing here and there. However, other than that, its difficult to see a living thing there. The wind was strong, it even push little gray to the left or right all the way long. Its difficult to find a gasoline station and I need to keep the tank full and full fill it before its half done. Sometimes there are sand storms. Its just like life, sometimes there are bad situations and something you didn't expect will happen. No matter what, you need to face it. Like I will still need to drive carefully and keep moving on my way. If I chose to "escape", well, there was no other way to escape! If I park the car at somewhere I can never reach LA and ship Yun's stuff! So, the best way to "escape" is to "fix" the problem...

Monday, May 10, 2010

Can u work for 12 hours a day? then play for 12 hours?

Dont know if its the cookies or water in Amarilla,TX, stomachache in the night and didn't sleep well.
Sometimes I feel tired on the way, but thinking still got so many things to do, and by telling myself "hold on", "come on", then later on I may forget about the tired. Finally, I drove for 12 hours. If I can't drive for 8 hours, then how can I work for 8 hours? If I can't work for 8 hours a day, then what can I do everyday? Sleeping? Can I play games for 12 hours a day? Well, may be that s how i convince my body to keep working and awake, not to waste more time

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Hills

It has been a long day...
12 hours drive and foggy on the way
there was very green land with many trees
then I see many trees with some grass
then I see some trees with many grass
then I see little trees with many grass
then I see many grass with some red soil
then I see some grass with big red lands and red lands with little grass
I saw the end of the flat and with a curve
and i saw fogs and I could see nothing
there were hills and there were cows
hill A has grass and cows on him and hill B laughed at him, cause he has no building no mines and he s poor
hill A ignored hill B cause hill A doesn't like people dig him
hill A has trees on it but none of them are century old trees...
hill C laughed cause it has no green at all
if u compare, it will be sad, very sad
cause you will find many things are not satisfied
especially when you compare something you don't have to somebody who has it
however, the world is just always like that
what do you want? why do you care something you don't want?
if you want everything, then just go to heaven

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Begin

This blog is private, so I will be honest on everything cause i m not planning to let anyone read it. May be one day there will be one start reading it, but not now, at least.
Due to the problems about school, i decide to return to China and I start my Long March... Like the Chinese communist did abt century ago. They traveled 8,000 miles survived and grow strong under impossible environment. Now, I start King's "Long March", the distance I'm going to travel will be about 10,000 miles. The difference is they traveled on foot and I m with little gray and plans, they had guns but I don't. There will be woods, desert, mountain, ocean, and many difficulty on my way. Either environmental or inner problems. I will let all of the pain feeling and difficulties to train and burn me into better quality. I am not afraid of problems and lose, I want to be strong. Be a man, be able to give people security and feed people.
The first day, is tired. With all day's moving and 3 hours sleep, i started my Long March. Now I m in St Louis, MO. With 4 hours driving, I am tired and I decide to sleep early so I can wake up early and drive further tmr.

To be continued...